Let me help you find yo soul
Show you what you missin’
I try to creep closer
But in turn, you social distance
Social media, you social with whoever listen
A heart can turn cold when you don’t address or mention….
….how yo time line guided you to this position
As a kid, you acted out for mommy attention
Daddy left so that relationship was good as fiction
No bed times that structure shit was really nonexistent
Project livin’, you barely had a pot to piss in
But you a kid, you had dreams to ball like Scottie Pippen
You hated Jordan, cause them was shoes you wasn’t gettin’
You hated school, cause them niggas bullied somethin’ vicious
….
Playin’ sports now, you just scored a touchdown
Plus you clutch now, got da winnin’ stop on 4th down
But yo grades suck
And yo mind is made up
Everyday you skippin’ class
Like a squirrel for that nut
Her house all broken up
Just a nigga luck
Wasn’t hard for you to fuck
Just don’t wake her granny up
Thinkin’ it was love
Really wrapped up in da lust
The friction from confusion prolly made the condom bust
She broke yo trust
Caught her fuckin’ with yo bro
Now you hate this bitch guts
But in her stomach is yo son
You really wanna run but it’s easier to cry
Plus it ain’t no more college, can’t even keep a 1.5
….
You the man now, 3.5 and grams now
Can’t really spell but fuck it you gon’ scam now
Fuck life, you really ain’t got no plan now
Yo oldest turned 4 or 5
It’s gettin’ hard to keep count
3 baby mamas, equals 3 different amounts
Flexin’ bankroll but still ain’t got no bank account
Yo mama put you out the house
Now you goin couch to couch
It’s still nothin less than Gucci when you steppin’ out
You got a gun but you never use it
Got beat up with it last week
It’s really kinda useless
You screamin’ “fuck suckas” but you never had none
Keep tryna turn up
When yo life is a sad song